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Do you ever feel like you need a break? Like you have had enough!? You are done! You are waving the white flag, crying uncle??

Do you ever feel like you need a break? Like you have had enough!? You are done! You are waving the white flag, crying uncle?? I know I can’t be alone. But lately it just seems like it’s just one thing after another. My new saying that it seems like I say EVERY SINGLE DAY is “It’s always something!” And I really feel like that’s the case. I feel like every time I turn around I have another problem, another diagnosis, another doctor. I’m curious though. How do you deal when you get to this point?!?
I don’t usually share things like this, but I say I share everything so I should really share everything. But I just feel like I’ve fallen into such a rut. And am so down. I don’t really seem to care about much. And I don’t really know how to get out of this headspace. The things that normally make me happy aren’t. Things I normally enjoy doing I don’t want to do. I’m just so tired of my health declining. Literally like every month I think I get some new condition or diagnosis. And I don’t know what to do to fix it.

I don’t know what to do to get out of this negative headspace. Or to turn my health around. I know this time of year is always hard for me because I have always struggled during cold and flu season. As long as I can remember the cold months, October – March, have always been a struggle. I always catch everything. And now it’s even worse due to the immunosuppressants that I take.

I’m so tired of being sick. So tired of being in pain. I’m honestly tired of being tired. But I can’t change those things. I always make big plans to make these changes in my life that should help me feel better and I get a few weeks in and I get hit with another illness or condition that knocks me on my butt again.

I try so hard to be positive. And always look at the positive side of things. I try to look at my health and see what I can gain from the negative. Like the fact that I have the platform that I have and I can spread positivity and awareness. And I love that I can do that and I have the platform that I do. But right now I feel like a fake. How can I spread the positive ideas and thoughts when I am not feeling positive myself. I know this is only a season and it too shall pass. But I’m really over it. It’s just so frustrating always being sick and always having to face something else. I know it won’t last forever. But for now I am going to sulk.

With Love,

Amber

3 thoughts on “I Need A Break

  1. I’m sorry you’re going through this. I’m in a much similar situation. Chronic illness has been getting worse and its dragging me down. Keep your head up. If you ever need someone to vent to, I’m listening.

    1. Thank you. I love this community so much knowing that you all understand and can relate. Same goes to you. I’m always around!!

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